Oh how the water touches my heart and reminds me to reflect on all the good things I have in my life.

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Finally some time on the water and oh how I missed it the feeling you get when your in the middle of the water .....

It's funny how you can be in the middle of know where and still get caught up in things and not find the time to just do something you love... tonight was my first time on the water since arriving at camp and it was so awesome .. It's Saturday night and I'm relaxing in my room with both Pippa and Lexi next to me (this is a daily occurrence) 

taking some time to just reflect on  how awesome it is to just do nothing ..... Starting to believe that camp truly was a gift from God. A chance to stop the crazy and just appreciate all that I have been given and all the great opportunities that I have had over the past several years.

Personally, this weekend brings a little sadness but that is something that I am working through and putting in the place it needs to be. It was a year ago this weekend that I choose to take my life in another direction and trust that it was time to move on and three years ago that I basically lost my position with an organization that met the world to me .. I'm not so sure I have completely moved on but I make a effort every single day to take a step in the right direction .... it's not always easy but I'm giving myself credit for doing the best I can each day.

Tomorrow is a new day and it's Fathers day a day to THANK GOD that my dad is still the most important person in my life and for giving me some time to prove it to him.